Olina Qian

This morning, I am continuing questing about my ‘task mode’ and suddenly I realized that the source of all the problem is all because of myself. I don’t like the way I am now, so I am struggling to go somewhere else. But isn’t the essence of life is to focus who you are, instead of who you should be. Value part of yourself or all yourself develops your awareness, it will help you find your own strength.

So I start to campaigning myself: Olina, look inside, you are unique, you are special, unlike anyone else. Why not listen to yourself instead of looking for perfect. Whatever happens is whatever it meant to happen. It is not your fault, but it is not anyone else’s fault either, it is just life process. You just need to understand what does it mean to you, and calibrate what you are doing, you will be in good hand.

Then I decide to forgive myself again, for not accept part of myself and put myself in a struggling mode. Remember everything will pass, and everything will be good eventually, just enjoy the process and follow the flow, you will get your peace back.

Today, I learned to get the essence of life — Be myself, be with the flow, with peace.